Session 6 (Qadar Course) chiselled at my heart and left it to air for yet another week. In my experience, sessions 1-5 although more academic (mind) based, have given me the tools needed for the oncoming paleontological surgery of digging, chiselling and unearthing of my heart and the true gem: my soul. As session 6 still simmers within, I feel the shift in me already and it is coming out in practical ways Alhamdulillah. Spiritually productive habits that I had lost over the years are rejuvenating and I am seeing spring sprouts. Alhamdulillah.
With new motherhood, I had lost my daily routine of preparing my musalla with bukhoor after Isha for my Fajr experience. Four years later, this course has begun chiselling away at the rudiments and weathering of my circumstances from that time. This and many more habits, old and new, have resprouted. Bi fadhlillah. Alhamdulillah for this course, such a means of khayr it has served to be.